I want something different tonight. I don't know exactly what I want, but I know I don't want to be in charge anymore. Well, I do, but I want to try not being in charge tonight. I've never had a boss, and that's how I wanted it. Everybody asks me what to do all day long, and they do it. I need something different. Look I'm not saying I want to be Bobbi Starr's bitch, so... I guess what I'm saying is, if this being dominated thing is not for me, I just won't do it again.